Monday, July 22, 2013

Money Only Matters when You Make It Matter

Money becomes an issue in your life creations ONLY IF you MAKE it an issue.

The quickest way to bring any creative idea to a complete stop is to make money an issue in it. The fastest way to pervert or distort an originally beautiful creative desire to the point it has no integrity left is to introduce the issue of financing into the idea. You can make money off it--bundles of it--but that shouldn't be the goal. In fact, don't even set a goal--that limits things and stops the creative flow, too.

If  LACK or LIMITED RESOURCES is a foundational belief of the person/s creating something, then the flow of abundance is naturally limited in that endeavor. This is why businesses using "cost-cutting" (lack consciousness) actually perpetuates the "not enough" story. Watch those businesses--they won't be flowing abundance. They're literally choking themselves to death.

The best creations are those you do for the "self-express" joy of creating--express your choice and then give your creations their freedom to flow without you trying to control or manipulate them. Energy flows through the least obstructed and least limited path, so step out of the way of your creations. DON'T EFFORT so much. INSTEAD, close your eyes and check in with yourself to note how you FEEL about it all. Take some breaths to calm and center yourself in the moment at hand.

It basically all boils down to this: ENERGY, in unconditional service, arranges itself to materialize into being whatever CONSCIOUSNESS CHOOSES to focus its attention on.

When you (a pinpoint of CONSCIOUS AWARENESS)are breathing easily and are present and centered--you are then allowing the energies to flow and serve you naturally with grace and ease, and you're allowing yourself to simply receive the experience with ease.

If you choose to create something, don't ask others for opinions if they aren't participating and vested in the creative process--you'll get a big effing story and drama, and a creation that's been run off its tracks. Nothing ticks me off more than someone sitting at the table of imaginative flow who's throwing in statements like, "But...you know how people are...they'll never go for it or actually do it... It all sounds like fun until it comes time to actually do it...blah, blah, blah..."

If that's the way you view your life and are CHOOSING to live it, you may as well leave your dreams and ideas behind and get on with your miserable life--because I won't play with you. I'll manifest my dreams elsewhere.

Money: In the past, and on up to this current day, it's been used to play the "Let's Pretend" game of  "Some Have Power, Some Don't."

The truth is, though, that no one can steal another's power over their own life unless that person gives them that power--on some level, there's been a mutual agreement between the two parties to play that game. If it's in your life, YOU CREATED IT to be so, and ONLY you can CHOOSE to un-create it.

The monetary system is simply an energy pattern that has been repeated through the ages. It's a long-established belief system initially based in peaceful trading (energy flow) between sovereignties or individuals. But as has happened with most human belief systems, it's been infiltrated by the sexual energy virus, aka energy feeding and "stealing,"--a game of victims versus perpetrators.

Stepping out of a long-established BELIEF SYSTEM (aka, mind programming) is like stepping back after having walked into a spider web. Its sticky threads cling to you, and the more you struggle and fight within the web of belief, the more entangled you get. So first go sit down in that AUDIENCE CHAIR and OBSERVE the plays and dramas from a distance.

Years ago, Adamus encouraged us to just consider the idea that maybe we don't have to pay bills or taxes, etc., but he DID NOT encourage us at that point to withdraw from the system because we were too unconsciously enmeshed in the belief system yet, too afraid of the consequences. We weren't fully aware of how deeply we were asleep--there were layers upon layers of beliefs to become aware of. At that time, my feelings of guilt over not paying bills and taxes, or fearfully believing I needed to fight some conspiracy entity (like a bank or wealthy person of power) in order to survive, etc. would have had me EMOTIONALLY creating some dire stories and experiences for myself--AGAIN. I actually did that years prior to hearing Adamus and Tobias--and it was one hell of an experience, as you can read about in my various posts on this blog.

My conscience couldn't handle it at the time and I wasn't fully AWARE of my FEELINGS that were triggering my reality manifestations.

For instance, I used to get a lump in my throat, bees in my stomach and a constricted feeling in my chest when bills arrived in the mail. I'd pay the bills according to due dates and the balance in my checking account, which seemed to just barely have enough to cover things, even though I balanced the thing monthly and kept track of every penny I spent.

After considering what Adamus's words meant for me, I CHOSE to start FLOWING my abundance in little ways that I could live with, and not feel too scared. In terms of money, that meant, for me:

I take a few deep-down into my stomach breaths to get centered, then:

1. I pay bills the moment they arrive in my mail in order to keep my mind and my desks and countertops clear--and to simply keep the energies FLOWING.

2. I write "Thank you" on the memo line of the checks I write. Gratitude flows energy more easily than fighting. It's just airy numbers we're dealing with here, after all. So we can count how many beans or marbles we hold--does it REALLY MATTER?

3. I quit balancing that old accounting consciousness "barely enough" checkbook of mine. I make a note of having written checks just for reference sake, but I no longer balance it or record cash or debit card use.

4. I pay my credit card balance off IN FULL EVERY MONTH. I have only one credit card and I use it only TRUSTING MYSELF to have the funds available in the moment needed--like I have the cash right there, right NOW. I don't play the debt or credit game of LACK of ABUNDANCE. The whole paying on a mortgage for a home should someday become obsolete--that's foolish energy feeding story.

5. I DON'T use COUPONS or buy something just because it's on SALE or CHEAP. Those practices perpetuate the "lack of money" or "just barely enough" stories. I buy quality. I generate less garbage that way, too.

6. I practice consciously REMINDING myself out loud that I'm KEEPING ENERGIES FLOWING and I BREATHE that constantly to keep my inner feelings at ease and peace, so that's what I'm radiating out to the UNIVERSE.

I no longer tremble at the idea of bills and money or having enough. I haven't felt those old anxiety symptoms much at all in the last couple years. When I no longer have a mortgage--I'll let you know of that, too, and what it was like to let it go. I currently just pay it and don't worry about it.

It gets better and easier every day as I've gotten accustomed to flowing energy in the form of money. I just pay money, and allow myself to receive money, with ease and flowing grace....and I ALLOW MYSELF to enjoy my gift of life. You are gods also--you can do the same thing, if you choose.

Money just shows the flow of relationship energy between parties. Its value as an easy-to-carry trading tool was once upon a time based on labor and on precious metals like gold and silver--but it hasn't been based on much of anything like that since around 1971. It's pretty much airy-fairy fantasy. Its worth depends solely on you, the individual who determines how much power you give it to influence your life and CHOICES.

If you decide "you don't have enough money" to create and do the things in your life that you'd like--so it is! The Universe matches your radiation. I played with that particular radiation much longer in my life than I care to remember, but it gave me fodder to share here with you.

Adamus has said,
"The amount of abundance (in all forms, in all aspects) in one's life is directly proportional to that person's will to live."

Do you view your life here on earth as a GIFT? How much do you want to be here on earth, having all this experience? How much joy do you choose? How easy or difficult do you choose to make it? Whatever your choice--the Universe will lovingly match it to make it so. If you choose to whine like a victim over money issues that you made materialize--the universe will give you exactly what you're radiating out.

So if you don't take ownership of, and accept full responsibility for, the entirety of your own gift of a life, you're going to experience lack in some form.

It takes as much--or even more--energy to perpetuate a state of lack story (lots of "poor pitiful mes") as it does to just simply allow the natural flow of one's abundance co-created with the Universe.

Unfortunately, people like to commiserate too often about their "money issues" with one another, which just keeps that story in play then. My best advice: Close your mouth and leave the conversation.

When I was a junior in high school I was given the opportunity to observe two creations materializing about the same time by approximately the same group of people. With the first one, I got to watch a desired creation manifest simply, without much worry or fuss when you didn't make money the issue. And with the second, I got to observe what happened when you made money an issue in your creation.

In September of 1980, when I was 16 years old, the fair board failed to put on the traditional teen dance in the quonset during the county fair. We kids wanted a dance. We were all only 15-17 years old--not able to legally sign any contracts, so one of the parents did that part for us. One person in our group knew of a rock band to hire, and did so. Another rented the building and someone hired a cop, as required by law, to monitor the gathering. Other classmates stood at the door and charged a $3.00 cover charge for the event. Others helped clean up the building afterwards.

We not only made enough to pay all the bills, we made enough profit to put on more dances throughout the year. We ran into one glitch when we scheduled a dance at the same time of another dance somewhere else in the area, and we weren't able to cancel the band in time. We had to still hold the dance, and I think that gouged our funds. But there was evidently still enough in there to buy some booze to spike the punch bowl at the prom that spring. Okay, so that probably wasn't the wisest use, and if someone tried that today, the penalties would be pretty dire. The point is, we simply CHOSE to DANCE--and instead of whining about the fair board doing us a wrong and not having any money to do it, we manifested a dance. The money was there when we needed it.

In contrast, our junior class had two adult advisors and a class fund that was monitored. We got over-zealous with the prom decorations and ended our year with our official junior class in debt. We spent a good portion of our senior year earning the money selling concessions (that the class behind us should have had) to get ourselves in the black before graduation. Our prom was quite beautiful--we had a mural and waterfall and a bridge and wishing well--and I still have to laugh at the story. But it goes to show that maybe we should take a deeper look at what money really is--and how old concepts like "money management" beliefs and bean-counting practices influence our realities.

What if we've just MENTALLY and EMOTIONALLY COMPLICATED something that is natural and simple to flow--our own ABUNDANCE?...


Related posts:
What Is Money--Really?: An Exercise in Inner-Knowingness
Walk Like a Master



Saturday, July 13, 2013

Why Don't Humans Explore Faith Beyond the Dogma and Doctrines?

Because they're afraid of the answer.

It's easier to repeat rituals and traditions, quote scriptures and talk about people and their miracles that happened over 2000 years ago than it is to explore the possibility of living the miracles out--for example, such as life after death--in one's own life.

Why aren't humans looking more closely at the possibility that death is just an illusion?

Why do humans prefer a funeral and grief and despair over and over and over again instead of challenging and going beyond that old consciousness? Is there truly more comfort in the "expected misery" versus anything else? Is there something we haven't experienced yet that could be more painful than grief and sorrow?

Be honest--do you like the drama of it all? We must, or we wouldn't have perpetuated the death story for so long.

In the days, hours, and moments leading to my own dad's death, I found that I couldn't believe in hell as a final and eternal destination for ANYONE, nor could I imagine any true, unconditionally-loving FATHER/MOTHER-like god condemning ANY child to such a fate. The Old Testament god even stayed Abraham's hand from making a sacrifice of his own son, Isaac--yet that same god in the New Testament, according to the dogma taught by sleepers, supposedly sent Jesus here to be a sacrifice? Hmmm.....

And I certainly didn't want Dad even entertaining the idea of an abomination such as hell in his final breaths--we even had a discussion on that very subject.

You can imagine, then, my astonishment when a devout woman told me how sad she felt when a dying friend said to her, "Keep doing what you're doing, but as for me, I know I'm destined to go to hell and there's no hope for me..." And she lamented to me how he just accepted his hell of a destination. I still wonder at the incredulity of it--the mass consciousness hypnosis that runs so deep. I struggled with trying to figure out if I was supposed to agree and commiserate with her? ABSOLUTELY NOT! She was simply stuck living out a god- (and human-) limiting belief system doctrine--one that caused her deep anguish. She wasn't at peace with the ending of that story in that way either. Her Christian faith had carried her through many a dark tunnel, and her Light shines bright with it--it's not just a bunch of repeated words for her. She listens to the spirit within and follows its nudgings and wisdom. But that long-held belief in the doctrine of Heaven or Hell was't resonating with her either, and it takes courage to explore and question something you've believed true your entire life.

That was the experience she was in at that particular moment, and she wasn't looking for me to fix it or have an answer for her. Throughout her life, she's challenged many of those old doctrines that suddenly didn't fit what she knew deep inside, and I have a strong feeling she was in the midst of looking at that one, too. It doesn't matter where she is with it--this is her life and her experience, and I honor that, and love her dearly. She is an amazing friend.

Deep down, people can't possibly really believe that heaven and hell crap (no apology for my language here because no other word fits)--otherwise they would be moving Heaven and Earth to save loved ones! The ones that really accept that as their truth, and who immerse themselves deeply in that belief system seem to often go mentally off-balance for a time. But those that just dabble in letting someone else spiritually lead them around without exploring it for themselves, on their own, like the juiciness of the story; but they aren't out saving anyone, other than handing out pamphlets and tisk-tisking about the dirty deeds of people. Instead, some of them sit upon little human ego pedestals of superiority shaking their heads at the sad state of humanity, ranting about the imminent end of the world, enjoying the game, the illusion, and the drama of it all--even the perversity, gore and trauma of it all!

Who, in their FULLY-AWAKENED (most of humanity is pretty deeply asleep in the old consciousness) and ENLIGHTENED mind and heart and soul would allow someone on their deathbed to believe they were going to hell?  Mercy, grace, compassion and the true unconditional love of God/The Source of All--for me, those are the attributes of true Christianity--and we humans are capable of the expression of all of them with ourselves, and with one another. (Christ Consciousness: Rest Assured--No Soul is Truly Lost).

People seem to think it's safer to try to make rules for others and then effort to try to get as many to follow them as you possibly can, than it is to punch holes in belief systems eons old--simply for oneself.

According to all that distorted religious dogma in ALL religions (few of the oldest established faiths resemble the teachings of the self-masters credited with their beginnings) it takes a lot of deeds, efforting and energy to try to conform and control the masses outside of oneself. But are you truly deep-down buying what you're doing, or are you just trying to keep yourself so busy you've convinced yourself "you don't have time to go there"?

Maybe you're enjoying playing that illusion game--and that's fine if you are. It no longer matters to me what anyone outside of me chooses. I'm just done playing the old game with anyone. If you're interacting with me, we won't be gossiping about trauma-dramas anymore.

It's more secure talking about old miracles performed by someone else perceived as being smarter than oneself than it is to risk realizing that maybe there really is no such thing as a miracle--that maybe "I am that I am" is all there is...

By eliminating superstition and sacrifice does one then eliminate hope in something greater than the simple lowly little human?

What if you take a step outside that box of beliefs, step over that threshold into something one can't begin to even imagine...

Do you dare?

What IS that thing called "Faith"?

Thursday, July 11, 2013

It's Simply about Beliefs--the Ones You FEEL True

There is nothing mystical or magical or intellectual or esoterically out of the grasp of any single human being in living as a self-master of one's illusion reality playground. Each of us has been co-creating our reality with the Universe from the moment we were born. We've just been doing it unconsciously.

The more SELF-AWARE you are, the more you are able to manifest a reality that matches your actual desires--but in order to do so, you have to get comfortable being alone with yourself at times. You have to be willing to step back out of the illusion you currently have going in order to take stock of matters. You need to view it as a detached observer--an audience member--instead of the emotion-radiating actor who doesn't realize he's more than that act in the middle of a dramatic scene.

Most of us have been creating our worlds by FEELINGLY accepting SUGGESTED BELIEFS by others outside of us as our own truths: "This is how the world is. This is what you have to do to live--get educated and perfect yourself (through worshipping a god or idol out there, or not), get a job to make money in order to make a living, find a partner, have a family, vote, compromise, pay taxes...and repeat..." 

Close your eyes--can you feel your body bracing with all the pressure from those expectations of you? That's the "feeling belief" I'm referring to.

As long as you're constantly busy "out there" playing in, and according to, those belief systems, you're not likely to really know your inner true self. This is what I mean by BEING ASLEEP in a belief system--you play by the rules and you don't question any of it.

The more aware you are of how you're feeling in the moment at hand--and the thoughts triggering those feelings--the more you can then just simply CHOOSE to breathe and release out of your reality those obsolete manifested truths you played with yesterday.

You can then begin consciously choosing and attracting the experiences you desire. One of my favorites is breathing, smiling with eyes, mouth and heart, and radiating out that "All is well in all of Creation."

Releasing oneself from an old belief simply involves first becoming AWARE that you feel that to be so. We have layers upon layers of beliefs we've made our truths to the point we don't realize they are there. It takes time to uncover all those beliefs. When I feel myself bracing or cringing inside, I almost always recognize the uncovering of an old belief. Take a breath or two when you recognize one, then choose to let it go: "No more! We're done! Thanks for the experience. Now I choose..."

Don't analyze it. It simply provided you with an experience--period. And with every experience WISDOM is GAINED. How could you then not feel at least a bit of gratitude, at least from the viewpoint of your soul?

There is no woo-woo formula or secret held by an elite few. It's truly all about what you believe is true and real--and so it becomes to match whatever you radiate out as your truth.

Until I get accustomed to the new consciousness, I'm keeping my choices simple and non-specific like "I choose to live a life of outrageous abundance and joy." And when I inhale and exhale a breath with that choice, I actually feel myself open up to embrace it. I often close my eyes in order to FEEL into myself.

I think part of the reason we complicate it so much is because we're afraid that once we understand and know how to run the game, that it will lose its excitement for us. That without the old dramas, we'll get bored--and then what? 

So we try to stretch the old soap operas out longer by continuing to dabble in our same old familiar identity stories and belief systems--making money, religion, politics, business, family, relationships, sports, health, etc.

But really, is being able to create your own realities to experience with ease going to be boring? Is it boring to consider going beyond what you once thought possible? Will it be ho-hum getting to experience potentials never even conceived of or imagined before? Are you afraid of what others may think of you for having the balls (yes, we females can have balls, too) to dare take that step into embodied self-master?

What if you can travel without using a machine? What if you've been traveling beyond space and time all along, but didn't realize that's what you were doing? What if you can communicate without speaking words? What if you can manifest with ease and grace in place of a lot of sweat and efforting? What if you can enjoy the company of others without energetically feeding off one another? What if soldiers become obsolete because there is no such thing as war or strife or hunger?

If anyone tries to sell you on a method or discipline to "help" you ascend or be a better person--that's energy feeding, the sexual energy virus. The seller or the preacher is asleep yet. Everything you need to be however you choose--it's all right inside of you. Just get to know yourself really, really well. And let yourself be more flexible in how and who you are than "this is how I am...blah, blah, blah..." That's an ego identity trap. For instance, I have the body of a woman, but I have a masculine half within myself that balances her so I have the capability to think like a man, too--and I do utilize that ability at times.

And what you did in your past--even the previous breath--doesn't matter, unless you make it matter. The past is done, and if you stole some energy from someone outside of you in that previous breath--it's just illusion--not anymore real than a future breath that may, or may not, manifest. The only breath that matters/materializes is THE PRESENT BREATH--the reality RIGHT NOW. What happened yesterday need not have any effect whatsoever on today. What I'm saying is LET the GUILT GO! Your guilty feelings will perpetuate a story or an experience that you may not desire to live out ever again. Let it go! None of it is real, until YOU MAKE IT SO.

Always ASSUME the stance of a self-master--keep acting the part, FEELING the leveled chin, broad shoulders and straight spine, that chest that displays your heart, the eyes that twinkle with good humor, the gusto laugh that echoes out into your world, the easy-breathing, the smile that delights with the I-just-opened-the-greatest-present realization of what a gift life is...

Keep acting the master, especially when doubt would have you second guess yourself. It's always been just an act anyway--and deep down, you know that's true...

Or you can keep acting out the role of victim--which we've all done. I've played that role to ad nauseum--so I'm liking acting like the master of my own life. I no longer have to try so damn hard...